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Friday, January 06, 2006

okay, so i talked alot today. a real lot. haha. was talking/bitching with hazel, lpx, marhd, nicki and sharon. and then, cp-ed after school with jai and png. talked even more. haha. went back to school later on for cca. ( :

going for blouse hunting tomorrow with mel and nicki, sadly, sharon won't be able to make it. maybe next time? ( : okay. so i'm looking forward. hope its gonna be fun and all. prolly gonna catch a movie too, nicki wants to watch elizabethtown or something? uh huh.

i'm just thinking about lots of things. cause all the talkings today really got me thinking. i'm just disappointed in how being in the same class matters in maintaining a friendship. i feel that things aren't the same anymore, i have moved on, so have everyone. and slowly, everyone seems to be drifting, and it feels like there's no longer a sense of belonging anywhere anymore. i have lost so many close friends, and the last thing i want is to lose another one. does being in the same class really matter? how disaapointing. okay, maybe that's just life but. i'm going to move on whatever it is. cause i don't have any control at all. i really don't know how to describe how i feel, but it doesn't matter. yeah, i should just get on with it. okay. this is crap.

what the hell is going on?
can someone please enlighten me?